spoilt angry rant

i'm swearing hell alot today.
recently.
it used to be fine just thinking of it.
now i just want to freaking scream it out.
okay, not that violently.
but still. they do come out of my lips.
though its in tiny whispers.

singaporeans. parents in particular. have no idea what to do with their dumb kids, leaving the kids to control the elevator doors. so i guess the kids aren't dumb. its the dumb mother who just stares me in the face when i give her the look of 'hold the damn door i'm going down too'. and the same thing happens to the couple entering after me. dumb parents. gosh.

shopping sucked today.
rawr. no jeans. no nothing.

upside of things, FALL OUT BOY IS PERFORMING IN TOWN ON MARCH THE 3RD!!!

and then i think of something, like how i like to organise little get-togethers. and how most times they just turn out to be the shits, i get the feeling that friends don't really want to meet up. so why don't they say no instead of yes and coming with that unwillingness-vibe?! @!$%@^#$

then i have a friend who attempts to make me all the more 'forgiving'...
m:i'm not getting very excited abouit it anyways
j:why? no one wants to come?
m:not that really, just sometimes the things people say. puts me off
j:ah its all cool man . you just gotta chilllllllll :D
and then it goes on...
j: but try to be forgiving, its cooolll :)

well, i always try. but i'm just not all that zen and at peace with the world like mr. teo

BUT I AM TOTALLY LOVING DRIVING. drove on the road the whole 1.5 hrs on my 3rd lesson!! stupid clutch is all i can complain about. WHEE

written on Saturday, Feb. 03, 2007 at 18:59

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